PATIENCE

has been long gone.

summer 09

really?

for as much as I am going to do.. 

i am bored.

I miss you.

you know who you are.

ya I'll look back and think "wow that was fun!" but now.. I don't know how I feel...

My Days Lately.

zZzZlalalaZzZz.-6

shhhower.-8

i WORK hard for the money, so hard...-11

study-2

SSE! SPIRIT, take it high! SSE!-5

EAT??-6

Hommmme Work!-10

zZzZlalalaZzZz-6

An Ode to Homework.

Week ends are for playing.

Week days are for studying.

Yet, somehow I am still studying come Saturday night!

life sometimes really stinks!

Study Abroad

So my topic today is about studying abroad.

How come it feels like everyone around me is doing it?

Yet, someone like me who truly wants to and has wanted to study abroad since she can remember will probably never have the opportunity to do so?

I don't get it.

I want to wake up one day and look out my window to see Jerusalem, Israel or Paris, France or London, England.

When will I be able to?

Sitting in pawdunk rexburg is not fun anymore.

DON'T GET ME WRONG: I love BYU-Idaho but I definitely don't love Idaho the way I love California.  

I want to travel and go places where I have never been!

I want to go to the East Coast, put my feet in the Atlantic Ocean.  I want to go to France, eat a real french baguette. I want to go to Israel, visit the places of the Bible.  I want to go somewhere in the Caribbean or like Hawaii, learn how to surf with the natives.

i think i am done now.

rant over.

Post Secret

I am bored/sick of 

*always moving.

*eating- hunger is just an annoyance.

*roommates.

*bodyaches- like serious, can I please learn to be a little more graceful?

etc

I want stability. please? 

GEnuINe.

Life tends to be complicated in the present and always nice in the past. 

SO I am dealing with it one step at a time. Maybe lemons aren't always made just into lemonade but into other things as well. There is more than one option.

Goals:

1] Work out!

2] Study waaaayyyyy more!

3] BUDGET!

4] Read 2-3 pages daily!

5] Do things for myself without need of accompaniment!

6] Work Hard to get what I WANT.

7] Find an easy way to go to bed without losing my sanity over what is left undone.

"Oh, friends please excuse me, I'll put it loosely. I'm sick and tired of sitting down.." - The Rocket Summer

I am doing this for me now.

Maintenant, Je ferrais cetpour moi!