An Ode to Homework.

Week ends are for playing.

Week days are for studying.

Yet, somehow I am still studying come Saturday night!

life sometimes really stinks!

Study Abroad

So my topic today is about studying abroad.

How come it feels like everyone around me is doing it?

Yet, someone like me who truly wants to and has wanted to study abroad since she can remember will probably never have the opportunity to do so?

I don't get it.

I want to wake up one day and look out my window to see Jerusalem, Israel or Paris, France or London, England.

When will I be able to?

Sitting in pawdunk rexburg is not fun anymore.

DON'T GET ME WRONG: I love BYU-Idaho but I definitely don't love Idaho the way I love California.  

I want to travel and go places where I have never been!

I want to go to the East Coast, put my feet in the Atlantic Ocean.  I want to go to France, eat a real french baguette. I want to go to Israel, visit the places of the Bible.  I want to go somewhere in the Caribbean or like Hawaii, learn how to surf with the natives.

i think i am done now.

rant over.

Post Secret

I am bored/sick of 

*always moving.

*eating- hunger is just an annoyance.

*roommates.

*bodyaches- like serious, can I please learn to be a little more graceful?

etc

I want stability. please? 

GEnuINe.

Life tends to be complicated in the present and always nice in the past. 

SO I am dealing with it one step at a time. Maybe lemons aren't always made just into lemonade but into other things as well. There is more than one option.

Goals:

1] Work out!

2] Study waaaayyyyy more!

3] BUDGET!

4] Read 2-3 pages daily!

5] Do things for myself without need of accompaniment!

6] Work Hard to get what I WANT.

7] Find an easy way to go to bed without losing my sanity over what is left undone.

"Oh, friends please excuse me, I'll put it loosely. I'm sick and tired of sitting down.." - The Rocket Summer

I am doing this for me now.

Maintenant, Je ferrais cetpour moi!

A Blonde Changes

My last blonde picture, maybe, for awhile.

The Beginning of November...

I thought November would be better. It had to be better than this last week of October.

It is November 4th. This month has already gone off to a rocky start. 

I have decided to stop waiting around, I am doing the right things so I might as well LIVE MY LIFE while I do that.

Today, I had my French Presentation. I wonder what my grade will be...

I brought crepes!

I love Christopher Anderson.

that is a fact.

Sometimes things are crazy, and I am too intense and i think he isn't.. etc.. but it works out, it always does. I can't believe we have been going out for 7 weeks tomorrow! I LOVE the NUMBER SEV777EN!!!!!!

I am going home for Thanksgiving. Therefore I am going to Granada Hills, and the BEACH! I seriously love the beach, I miss that gorgeous Californian sun. I know it really isn't different but somehow it kind of is. I love the glow of home, some call it smog.

Volleyball, has become a passion of mine. Because with my work out shoes on I am easily 6 feet I tend to be a little more natural at playing. Who knows.. I could even possibly be good at volleyball.

I am jealous and impatient and talk a lot and have a hard time trusting people with my heart and have a truly difficult time letting go.

I am working on it.

French is hard. I guess not just for me. It may be too late to see the change of the BYUI's language programming. But I really should practice more.

Did I mention I am in love with CA?

Because I am.

Food for Fast

Life is hectic.

Life is pure.

Life is love.

Life is the cure.

Guidance is needed.

Guidance be

life is crazy. fasting is amazing. kylie will be happy.

the end